I’m sorry
To keep you waiting
With one more try
I’ll give you what you want
I’ll take this burden
Off your hands
I’ll do what I need to
There wasn’t much
Anyone could have done
At this point
It’s for the best
I’ll do what I can
Giving it everything
So one day
You’ll know I’m not here
You know I’m nowhere
You know I don’t belong here
Not anymore
There is no guilt
No pain
None that you could hold
You shouldn’t have to
It’s my responsibility
It’s all my fault
You’re not here with me
And it’s my fault
Leaving behind
A body unrecognizable
Cover my face
You’ll be proud
Of how small I got
Bone and skin
Not much else
But it’s not like
I wanted to be anything more
At least you thought I was pretty
At least I could make you smile
Every sound here is made using Megan Mitchell's voice, even though the music often sounds more like Earth’s vibrations than a human singing. Bandcamp Album of the Day Mar 28, 2023
Barcelona's april the cruelest creates post-genre collages that examine internal self-hatred in response to systemic oppression. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 12, 2022