It's real
It's so unreal
I can't take it
I won't last
My own chest
Pressing down lungs
Can't hide under your blankets
You're not there
And they're too heavy
You could put your hands
Through my diaphragm
It's soft and rotting
You could take what you want
Rub each piece between your fingers
Sometime soon
This body will have to break
Sometime soon
I'll have to sleep
It's just been hard as of late
Seeing your face in every dream
Dreaming of when we would smile together
But when my eyes open
You're never there
And I'm never smiling
Dragging each lamp deeper
This light won't shine forever
Soon it will short
And I'll drown
In the depths
Beneath your blanket
I'll give into this sickness
Undressing for a last dream
Every sound here is made using Megan Mitchell's voice, even though the music often sounds more like Earth’s vibrations than a human singing. Bandcamp Album of the Day Mar 28, 2023
Barcelona's april the cruelest creates post-genre collages that examine internal self-hatred in response to systemic oppression. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 12, 2022